String Theorist; I Think

13th November 2011

Rudely awoken for medication.
Skipped breakfast.
Read a chapter of my book.
Picked up by Tammy (My partner).
Went home.
Played Frustration.
Shaved.
Bathed.
Ate Sunday lunch (Vegetarian).
Had a nap.
Played guitar.
Skipped dinner.
Came back to hospital.
Said hello to everybody.
Developed a theory behind the secrets of human life.
Read more of my book.
Had evening medication.
Finished my book.
Blogged.

Today has been a very surreal day. So much seems to have happened and I lack the details of my activities.

I have developed a very interesting theory regarding the secrets of the human life so if you happen to be one of the rare scientists who is sympathetic to faith I would love to hear from you.
I won't go into detail here as I really think I'm on to something.

Life on the ward is good. I'm nicely settled in now and I think things might be taking a turn in the direction of recovery.

I keep having experiences in which I believe myself to be a placebo: put on Earth as an empty vessel to have people believe I am making a difference to their lives. Its a heavy burden to carry.

Hope you're all ok.

Thanks